damn.! I miss writing in this blog.. hehe...
Well, after a long break, here I am once more in my blogspot. Well, as you can see, I closed my subdomain in never-been. Its just that, I wanna focus on my studies. And believe me, I had a great time in my offline world. And yea, I'm not hooked with blogging anymore, I dont have enough time to visit and read other's blog. Cause, i have classes from monday to saturday. So, there's no time. And besisdes, we dont have any computer at all. I'm just renting computer at my aunt's shop. That's why Im gone for almost half a year I guess?
Well, I dont care if no ones gonna read it. This will be my diary from now on again.
As you can see, I'm not done yet with the sidebar thingie. But, I'll be working on it. Maybe after the exams.
So, i have many things to share. Okaii, Lemme start with the new campus thingie.
So well, Everythings goin on perfectly. As a matter of fact, I really like my classmates. But, to think, I have to turn over a new leaf no more alchohols for me! [ahw] well, I'm too young for that. Luckily, I'm not smoking. And I wont, So, I'm thinking for a bonding with my new peeps. But the thing is, our schedule is complicated. And my house is too far away from them. hehe..
Well, maybe sooner or later, we'll be having some kinds of gimmicks.
Well, I'm having a crush with one of my classmates. And I ain't gonna tell who it is. hehehe.. No names. Maybe I'll give a code name. So, Lets just hide him with the name "Hero". hehe... Ala akong maicp na name eh... ;P
So, nyweiz,..My hero is not a good person, actually, he isn't that good looking guy at all, and I dont even know why i liked him. Yea, He has some looks but not too handsome. He got the asset that kicks ass. But, He already become the boyfriend of one of our classmates, And besides, they have pushed themselves to the limit. Hope you got my point. So, Thats a real turn-off ryt? But, Eventhough I wanna get rid of him, I'm still INFATUATED. I know, This is not the so-called love thingie. And I dont even know, If I'm still gonna love someone again. What I'm hoping for is for someone to see me perfectly. And love me as no one else is in this freakin' world. Well, lets go back to my hero thingie. Again, He's not tall afterall. And oh yea, you might think that he's still in a commitment, well, lucky me! hehehe... They broke up. And when I got that news, I still dont like him at that moment, Just noticed him when we are at a mall, Watching a theatre play. And damn! He found a NEW girlfriend. Another real turn-off thingie. They might even go and pushed themselves to the limit as what he and her past gf does. He's quite what do we call PERVERT. The attitude that I hate the most. But what? I'm still having this cheap thrills of attraction [kilig] for him [my hero]. Gosh, what's wrong with me? I am totally
insane! what the freak.
Before, I'm having a crush on who we call lalakeng-uy-ay. But now, My eyes turned up to him. I suddenly noticed and liked him without any single warning at all. I hate it. And I know that I really do should hate it. Damn me. Speaking of
damn I have change my name in my friendster account, hehehe.. from the former '' xodamnpretty now turns into "
damned" I guess you know why.! ^_^
Well, Till` next time. This post is getting so long. We still have exams tomorrow. Gotta review. Anyways, classes starts at 5. there's a lots of time for me to study. I'm still lucky. Eventhough I'm still fucked, because of my best and my ex. Well, I dont wanna talk about it for now. Maybe in my next post, I'm gonna open it as my topic. Well, If you're interested, Just visit this blog of mines. Aryths?
Well, I have to go.. Argh, I'm still gonna make some cbox nga pla. And still no comments here. Well, What must I do first? gRr.. Cbox na lang muna! hehehe...
Well, gotta bounce.!
[hopefully, this is not the last.]
